you had your dreams, i had mine.

you had your dreams, i had mine..

since two different worlds can’t exist on the same plane, i guess it’s time to take them apart. let this be a good ending, so losing doesn’t hurt as much. let this ending be here and now, when i’m home with my family, so at least i’ve got someone. let this end easy, while i’m still blaming myself for my own stupidity, before i decided to turn around and blame you. because then, i won’t be the only one who burns.

you can help me through this by doing this much for me now.. now that i’m still numb all over. now that i know i will have support when i finally fall down and cry. now that i’m still burning myself because of everything that happened.

i only chose to see you the way i wanted to see, the way i expected things to be in a relationship. i’m sorry i expected too much. i’m sorry my blindness not only caused us pain, but also cost us time.

i’m sorry, i’m blind again. i can’t type anymore. goodbye.

~ by pchaisawat on June 27, 2009.