i keep you with me in my heart. you make it easier when life gets hard

Posted on September 17, 2008

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thanks to all the comments on my previous ‘emo’ blog. i love you guys.. i truly appreciate what you wrote and even more grateful for what feelings, concerns, friendship, time, and everything else you shared with me. thank you. this song – introduced to me by my personal Music Adviser, miss Chariya – is for you.

Lucky – Jason Mraz feat. Colbie Caillat

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well i couldn’t decide which one was better lighting, so here.. my classy emo-ness. by the way, i’m not trying to pose nude. i just have nicer cleavage than most. *smirks* i kid..

now, the friends that mean the world to me.

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(i did not have permission to publish these photos, so if the faces owners would like to have them taken down, let me know.)

and here’s my love.. i know it’s been unclear for the past few months, but i think we figured it out. somehow, somewhere along the way – with all the fights and hurtful words thrown at each other literally non-stop – it all fell into place. i want to make this work. he wants to make this work probably even more than i do. and don’t worry about my little dream in the protected blog, for those who have read.. he already knows, and we decided there’s nothing for him to worry about as i will not think of that one anymore. we’re giving us another shot, and we’re hoping it will work out this time.

here.. is my love.

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i would love nothing more than to post some lovely pictures of my family, but now it is 4 in the morning and there’s a lot of work to do tomorrow.. besides, i’m not sure if i should post of those who cannot defend themselves, and even if i would, the number of them alone would make need of a total separate blog.

so, until next time..

p.s. teachers, please comment on my photoshop stuff? thank you <3

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